My Confidence

What’s the coolest thing you’ve ever found (and kept)?

By Tracy Schruder

“The coolest thing I’ve ever found and kept isn’t a physical object – it’s a memory, one that still resonates deep within me. Let me take you back to 1979, a sweltering summer day at the Merrickville Locks, which we kids affectionately called the swimming hole. I’m perched atop a towering wall, gazing down into the basin below. Only grown adults dare to jump from this height, let alone dive into the depths below.

My friends, gathered at the water’s edge, are calling me chicken, taunting me with reminders of a promise I made last summer: to be the first to take the plunge off that intimidating wall.

As I stand there, a skinny, sun-kissed kid with a mix of fear and determination, I’m silently praying for courage. The taunts grow louder, and I hear a thunderous voice – not from my friends, but from within – urging me on: “Do it! You can do it! Go! Dive!”

I surrender to its allure, lift my arms overhead, and shout, “Clash of the Titans!” With a deep breath, I launch into the void, executing a flawless dive that slices into the dark water below.

I did it! The rush of accomplishment is palpable, and I feel an overwhelming sense of pride. My friends fall silent, their awestruck faces the only acknowledgement I need. In that moment, I discovered something invaluable – my bravery and confidence. It’s a treasure I’ve carried with me ever since, one that continues to inspire me to this day.”