Author: TracySchruder

  • Exploring The Web

    What are your favorite websites?

    By Tracy Schruder

    “The platforms that inspire me are:

    “Being a passionate writer and online curious, I’m always on the lookout for platforms that inspire creativity and encourage connection. Some my favorite websites are WordPress, Facebook, YouTube, Google, and Wikipedia. Each platforms offers unique benefits that amplify my online experience.

    WordPress is my all-time favorite platform for blogging. I’ve enjoyed reading blogs from talented writers since 2015. I appreciate the flexibility and customization options that WordPress offers. Whether I’m seeking inspiration or sharing my own stories, WordPress provides the perfect space for self-expression.

    Facebook

    Facebook keeps me connected with friends, family, and like-minded individuals. I enjoy staying updated on current events, sharing personal experiences, and engaging with others in thoughtful conversations.

    YouTube

    YouTube is my go-to destination for video content. I love watching tutorials, vlogs, and educational videos on a wide range of topics. The platform’s vast library of content ensures that I can always find something that interests me.

    Google

    Google is a valuable tool for research and information gathering. With just a few clicks, I can access a wealth of information on any topic imaginable. Whether I’m looking for answers to specific questions or exploring new interests, Google is always there to help.

    Wikipedia

    Wikipedia is another valuable resource that I frequently turn to. I appreciate the platform’s commitment to providing accurate and unbiased information on a vast array of subjects. Whether I’m researching a specific topic or simply browsing, Wikipedia is an invaluable resource.

    Overall, these websites have become an integral part of my online experience. They provide me with endless opportunities for learning, connection, and creativity. I’m grateful for the role they play in my life, and I’m excited to see how they’ll continue to evolve in the future.”

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  • Crones Amongst Us

    By Tracy Schruder

    “I come from a long line of spiritual and holistic women, whose homes were centered around the warmth and love of the hearth. In our ancestral homes, cauldrons would simmer on wood-burning cook stoves, filling the air with moisture and fragrant aromas. Every item was handmade with love and care, from the brooms to the remedies.

    My birch bark Bassoon (broom)

    Our family’s treasured book of teachings was passed down through generations, containing recipes, notes on natural plants and their healing properties, and secrets of teas and potions.

    Homemade Tea
    Some herbs and spices
    Homemade smoke sticks
    Lavender smudge
    Spell kits

    This sacred book was typically entrusted to only two female members of each generation, and my mother was one of them. She passed it down to my sister and me, and with it, the responsibility of carrying on our family’s traditions. As holders of the hearth, we’ve been blessed with special abilities that have been passed down through our lineage.

    My Tarot
    My pendulums
    I make bracelets
    My Red Pine wand

    We can see auras, read tea leaves, and tap into the wisdom of tarot cards. We’re oracles, sensing things that others might not, and we’ve learned to cultivate kindness, empathy, and compassion.

    These gifts came naturally to us, and I’ve been honored to continue my mother’s legacy.

    Moms staff -an ancient Hollywood tree root

    When mom passed away, I received her trusty staff, her poetry, and her writing. I inherited her recipes and secret spice list, and I’ve been working to preserve her traditions. But what’s even more remarkable is that my mother stayed with us for at least two years after she passed, watching over us from just out of sight. We’d catch glimpses of her from the corner of our eye, and I even captured a sign from her in a photograph – a message in the clouds that let us know she was okay.

    Look closely says mom and I see an image of her in there too.

    My mother used to share with us her dreams of her mother and grandmother, who would visit her and guide her through life’s challenges. During a surgery, she told us that she saw her mom and grandmother, who waved goodbye and told her it wasn’t time yet. These experiences have deepened my connection to the spiritual realm and my understanding of the mysteries of life and death.

    My beautiful mother

    For me, the hearth represents a place of love, nourishment, and spiritual growth. Besides my Reiki practice, I find joy in creating teas and homemade remedies, and I love crafting spell packages for my clients and customers.

    I’m guided by my reverence for the universe and the divine power that flows through me. Though I’m just a spark of the divine, I’m proud to be a part of this lineage, carrying on the traditions and wisdom of my ancestors.”

    Meandering Oil and acrylic on canvas painting by me
  • Terrible Teens

    Is there an age or year of your life you would re-live?

    By Tracy Schruder

    There’s one year of my life that I’d love to relive – my sixteenth year, but only if I could do it with the knowledge and wisdom that I have today. You see, I believe that knowledge is power, and knowing better enables us to do better.

    Back then, I was a lost and confused teenager, navigating a tumultuous phase that I affectionately refer to as my “Terrible Teens.” During this time, I made a host of bad decisions that dramatically altered the course of my life. I wasn’t mature enough, nor was I wise enough, to make informed choices.

    The consequences of those decisions were far-reaching, and it took me the better part of my twenties to repair the damage. However, I’m grateful to say that I’ve since shed the guilt and shame associated with my actions. I recognize that I was just a kid, and at sixteen, everyone is still very much a child. Looking back, I feel a sense of anger towards the adults in my life who convinced me that I was old enough to live on my own and make adult decisions.

    Some of those decisions hurt me deeply, and I didn’t understand the consequences at the time. I certainly wasn’t mature enough to navigate the aftermath without causing more harm to myself and others. There were times when I felt like giving up, and I would often skip school or disengage from my responsibilities. Despite struggling in school, I managed to show up for work, likely due to the fact that I needed to earn a living.

    It wasn’t until I hit the age of eighteen that I began to smarten up, but I wouldn’t become truly responsible until I turned twenty-two.

    If I could relive my sixteenth year with the knowledge I have today, I would have made better choices. I would have stood up to the adults in my life and told them that they should be ashamed of the path they encouraged me to take. I would have thrived in school, finished my education, and possibly pursued higher education earlier in life.

    I might have become a young parent, and maybe even built a different life. I wouldn’t have turned to drugs to numb the pain of my decisions, nor would I have sought validation and security in unhealthy relationships. Instead, I would have been able to help other teenagers in similar situations make better choices. I would have listened more to the responsible adults in my life and respected their guidance.

    My “Terrible Teens” were a frustrating and depressing time in my life. It was a period that should have been filled with joy and exploration, but I just wanted to escape. I know now that I was just as capable and deserving of happiness as my more successful peers, but back then, I didn’t feel that way about myself. I was too hard on myself, and I let others dictate my path. None of this would have happened if I knew then what I know now.

    “The catch-22 of this change is a paradox I’ll never fully resolve – would I have become the adult I am today if I hadn’t struggled back then? While the answer remains unknown, one thing is certain: I’m grateful for the person I’ve become and the journey my life has taken. The struggles, though difficult, have shaped me into who I am today, and for that, I’m truly thankful.”

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  • Mikao Usui: A Mystical Experience on Mount Kurama

    What historical event fascinates you the most?

    By Tracy Schruder

    The historical event that fascinates me most is Mikao Usui’s mystical experience on Mout Kurama. I learned about Mikao and his journey when I started to understand reiki energy. I was introduced to his teachings and techniques through my sensei, Melissa Crowhurst.

    Melissa Crowhurst

    Reiki Master Teacher, Inspirational Coach, Author, Speaker

    Melissa Crowhurst

    I learned so much from her. She inspired me to learn several modalities of reiki, ultimately becoming a Reiki master and teacher myself.

    I have a great reverence for those who broke ground for such an amazing form of care. I especially am fascinated by the historical event that took place on Mount Kurama.


    Mikao Usui

    Mikao Usui was born on August 15, 1865, in the village of Gifu, Japan. He was raised in a Buddhist family and developed a strong interest in spirituality and healing. Usui Sensei’s early life was marked by a desire to understand the mysteries of life and to attain spiritual enlightenment. Usui Sensei’s spiritual journey led him to study various Eastern spiritual traditions, including Buddhism, Shintoism, and Taoism. He also explored Western philosophies and healing practices.

    Mount Kurama, Japan

    His search for enlightenment took him to sacred mountains, temples, and monasteries, where he sought guidance from spiritual masters.n 1922, Usui Sensei retreated to Mount Kurama, a sacred site in Japan, for a 21-day meditation. Mount Kurama is located in Kyoto Prefecture, Japan. 

    On the 21st day, he experienced a profound spiritual awakening, which he described as a direct connection with the divine. During this experience, he received the Reiki energy and was given the ability to heal others.

    Usui Reiki Ryoho

    Following his mystical experience, Usui Sensei developed a system of healing that he called Usui Reiki Ryoho. This system combined elements of traditional Japanese healing, Buddhist and Shinto principles, and his own spiritual insights. He used a series of symbols and hand positions to channel and transmit the Reiki energy.

    Usui Sensei spent the remainder of his life teaching and healing others. He attracted many students, including Chujiro Hayashi, who would later play a crucial role in spreading Reiki to the Western world. Usui Sensei’s teachings emphasized the importance of spiritual growth, self-healing, and service to others.

    Reiki Symbols

    Mikao Usui’s journey and teachings have had a profound impact on the development of Reiki. His legacy continues to inspire and guide Reiki practitioners around the world. Through his work, Usui Sensei showed that spiritual growth and healing are accessible to everyone, and that the power of Reiki can be a powerful tool for personal transformation and service to others.

    In conclusion, Mikao Usui’s mystical experience on Mount Kurama is the historical event that fascinates me the most. Having had a similar experience myself, I deeply resonate with the profound impact it had on his life and the development of Reiki. Through his teachings, I’ve gained valuable insights and understand the significance of his experience in bringing Reiki to the world. I’m grateful for the lessons I’ve learned and the transformative power of Reiki that has touched my life.

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  • We Can Never Escape Our Tongues

    What’s something you believe everyone should know.

    By Tracy Schruder

    I firmly believe that everyone should understand that our words have consequences. We can never escape our tongues so, use it wisely. Communicating honestly through talking is the best way to show our true selves. Being truthful in our interactions is paramount. Truth is a divine energy that exists for our highest good, and it’s unchangeable.

    Dishonesty or lying is detrimental to our overall well-being, not because of external consequences, but because of the internal toll it takes.

    When we lie, we don’t just create a false narrative; we also have to maintain it. We have to remember the lie, the backstory, and the details that support it. This is an extremely draining process. The fear of being exposed, the guilt, and the shame that follows can be overwhelming. We judge ourselves on our readiness to defend the lie, and this constant stress pulls us out of the magic of honesty in our lives.

    On the other hand, honesty brings freedom. When we speak truthfully, the right words come to us naturally. We don’t have to worry about maintaining a facade or defending a lie. We can be present, and we have faith in our words because we know they’re true.

    Lies can deeply hurt people, not just the person being lied to, but also the person telling the lie. When we’re on the receiving end of a lie, we can feel it in our gut. It can be emotionally draining to listen to the lie and the elaborate story that supports it. Sometimes, it’s hard to confront a liar, especially if it’s someone we love. We might feel embarrassed for them or worried about causing a rift.

    Telling lies about someone else is a destructive form of communication that often stems from jealousy or feelings of inadequacy. It can wreck reputations, destroy relationships, and once trust is lost, it’s hard to regain.

    Being honest with ourselves is the first step to being honest with others. When we lie to ourselves, we create a disconnect with our higher selves and others. It’s a dirty feeling with a host of negative side effects. On the other hand, purging lies and telling the truth can be incredibly rewarding. When we become truthful, we can be forgiven, not just by others, but also by our higher selves, as well. We come to understand the value of honesty and its freeing energy.

    The truth always comes out, and it’s essential to respect its power. Reality is what it is, and it has its own power in truth. We fall short of that power when we try to manipulate it. I believe that honesty is something we should all strive for, despite any perceived gains we might think we can achieve by bending the truth.

  • Wonder and Awe

    What does it mean to be a kid at heart?

    By Tracy Schruder

    To me, being a kid at heart means living in a state of wonder and awe. From my experience, kids typically live in the present moment – that is, if they’re untouched by harm and abuse. I remember my childhood as if I never grew up. Growing up in the seventies, I learned valuable lessons.

    My parents, raised with strict discipline, were taught “spare the rod and spoil the child.” They were disciplined through violence and, as young parents, they could only raise us with the knowledge they had.

    However, they learned and grew. Through their own suffering and heartache, watching their children struggle, they realized that there had to be a better way. It hurt them deeply to resort to physical discipline, but they did what they thought was best. As they grew older and wiser, they adapted their approach. By the time the fourth and fifth child came along, they had mellowed out significantly. Grounding and making us sit out special events became the new standard, and discipline was wielded with compassion and understanding.

    I was fortunate to have experienced a shift in their parenting style during my childhood. As a result, I was able to enjoy my youth and develop my own personality. My sense of curiosity knew no bounds, and I was a vacuum, soaking up every experience and capitalizing on them.

    I became a very creative child, with an imagination that often left me in a state of awe. I loved living in the moment, accepting each one with wonder and excitement. Painting, crafting, and taking pictures were favorite pastimes, and I enjoyed writing long, imaginative stories.

    I never lost that sense of wonder, and I believe that’s what it means to be a kid at heart. It’s about embracing life with curiosity and awe, never letting go of the magic that makes childhood so special. And, as they say, being a kid at heart just means I’ve got a bigger imagination – and now I have an income to indulge it!

  • My Vision for a Brighter World

    You have three magic genie wishes, what are you asking for?

    By Tracy Schruder

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    What would I wish for if I had three magic genie wishes? I know that true fulfillment doesn’t come from personal gain. I believe that it comes from the well-being and freedom of all. The three wishes that spoke clearly to me today, echoing from my heart are –

    💫 Wish #1: That Everyone Has a Full Belly

    I imagine a world where no one has to suffer from hunger or thirst. Where every individual and creature, has access to nutritious food and clean water. For people, a place where mealtime is a time for joy, connection, and gratitude. This wish isn’t only about sustenance; it’s also about dignity, health, and building thriving communities. If everyone has a full belly, we can create a foundation for a more compassionate and conscious society.

    💫💫Wish #2: That Everyone Has a Warm, Loving Home

    A home is more than just a roof over our heads: it’s a sanctuary where love, safety, and support reside. My second wish is for every person to have a warm, loving home that provides comfort and security. Imagine a world where families can gather around the dinner table, where children feel safe to dream, and where the elderly are cherished. Providing a loving home for all members of the community.

    💫💫💫Wish #3: That Everyone Becomes Conscious and Free from Bondage to Money and Material

    In a world obsessed with material wealth and possessions, it’s easy to get caught up in the cycle of consumption. My third wish is for people to awaken to a more conscious way of living. I visualize a world where people are free to pursue their passions and live in harmony with nature. Giving up listening and responding to the ego. Free from the materialism dictating their worth. By breaking free from the bondage of money and material possessions. We have the potential to rediscover what truly matters: love, connection, and the beauty of the present moment.

    These three wishes are interconnected and interdependent. When everyone’s basic needs are met, and they feel safe and loved, they are more likely to cultivate a deeper sense of consciousness and purpose.

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  • Tygrr Boy!

    Describe a family member.

    By Tracy Schruder

    Tygrr

    I would like to describe a very dear, member of my family, my cat Tygrr. He is a Flampoint Himalayan cat. He is the little brother to my older cat Gracee.

    Gracee

    Gracee came from the same breeder. We got her in 2011. When they just started out in the business. She’s so sweet!

    Tygrr

    Tygrr came into our lives on October 08, 2015. We rescued him from this breeder, who wanted to put him down. 😔 I had to have him. Tygrr was the result of over breeding and had a host of biological issues. However, he didn’t have any problems serious enough, that he couldn’t be cured or treated. When we brought him home he was only for weeks old. We had to feed him cat milk for six more weeks, every four hours, every day. He was very weak and very small.

    Cat formula

    It was a bit of a bonding experience for me. Because I had to feed him every four hours, including throughout the night, I felt like I was caring for a baby. I managed okay but I had some tired days at work until it was done. It made me love him even more. I was happy to see him get stronger. I was even happier when he started eating solid food.

    Once he was strong enough, he went to the vet for his first of two surgeries. After each one, he would need eight weeks to recover. We tried to put a cone on him, to prevent him from chewing on the stitches but he wouldn’t have it. He was very good and never bothered the stitches. He was able to recover in tip top shape.

    He grew quickly and began to live – a somewhat normal – life. That was until last year. We took him in for his yearly check up and after blood work & X-rays, it was determined that he had a breathing disorder. Turns out that the over breeding had caused him to be born with a very flat face. His nasal passages are very small and his skull, very thick.

    Playing with Grace

    He has to take steroids to help him breathe. It’s working well but eventually, we will have to change over to a ventilator. It’s okay because I don’t mind caring for him. It’s not okay because it didn’t have to be this way, had the breeder not overbreed his animals. I know this because Gracee is absolutely perfect in breed and in health.

    He always looks a mess. It doesn’t matter how much I wash his face or comb him out. His eyes are very weepy and they need constant attention. This is because of the flat face, I’m told. We do our best to keep him handsome. I guess you can call him a handsome mess 😹. Gracee doesn’t have the same issue, she’s very low maintenance. She’s so pretty 😻.

    Tygrr is very loving and playful. He has a very gentle personality. He doesn’t like other people much but he loves me to pieces. Very cuddly but doesn’t like to be picked up. He comes to you. He loves catnip and teasing his cat – sis. He always steals the attention, jumping up to steal the spots on the couch beside me and pushing Gracee out of the way. Sometimes, she will give him a little swat and refuse to move. That works out too. I guess that I couldn’t write about Tygrr, without bringing up Gracee. The are good buddies and lifelong pals. I love my fur family. 😻

  • Qi-Gong

    What is your favorite form of physical exercise?

    By Tracy Schruder

    My favorite form of physical exercise is Qi-Gong (pronounced “chee-gung”), an ancient Chinese practice that harmoniously combines slow, flowing movements, deep breathing, and meditation. This powerful combination cultivates balance in the body’s energy source, or “qi,” and has the potential to improve physical health, enhance balance, flexibility, and strength. The slow, meditative movements calm my mind, relax my body, and improve my focus, concentration, and overall mental well-being.

    Here are some of my favorite Qi-Gong exercises, along with step-by-step instructions:

    • Embracing the Tree: Stand with feet shoulder-width apart, arms relaxed, and breathe deeply, feeling the energy flow.
    • Wave Hands Like Clouds: Move your hands in a wave-like motion, palms facing down, to balance and harmonize your energy.
    • Golden Rooster: Stand on one leg, arms extended, and focus on balance and inner stability.
    • Sweeping Arms: Hold arms at shoulder height and sweep them in a wide circle, promoting flexibility and energy flow.
    • Turtle Breathing: Sit or stand with hands on belly, breathing deeply and slowly, like a turtle.
    • Eight Brocades: A series of eight movements that promote balance, flexibility, and inner energy.

    Through regular Qi-Gong practice, I’ve noticed significant improvements in my concentration, mental clarity, and overall my physical fitness. The slow, steady movements prepare me to face the challenges of the day ahead with physical and mental strength, calmness, clarity, and confidence.

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  • Ancient Practices With A Connection To The Divine

    By Tracy Schruder

    I was having a discussion about Reiki the other day, and the person I was talking to surprised me with the idea that Jesus performed Reiki. He went on to tell me how Jesus traveled from Jerusalem and studied meditation, Reiki, qigong, and holistic medicine.

    It’s speculative, but if Jesus acquired these skills it’s possible that he may traveled to the East. Possibly, during his unknown years – between the ages of 12 and 30. I was fascinated, so I did some research and I found out that –

    Some possible places that Jesus might have visited include:

    • India: Some researchers believe that Jesus might have traveled to India, where he could have studied with Hindu or Buddhist teachers.
    • Tibet: Some theories suggest that Jesus might have visited Tibet, where he could have learned about Tibetan Buddhism and meditation practices.
    • Persia (modern-day Iran): Jesus might have traveled to Persia, which was a major center of learning and culture at the time.
    • Egypt: Some scholars believe that Jesus might have spent time in Egypt, where he could have been influenced by Egyptian spirituality and mysticism.
    • The Silk Road: Jesus might have traveled along the Silk Road, a network of trade routes that connected the East and West, allowing for cultural and spiritual exchange.

    Some specific locations that are often mentioned in theories about Jesus’ travels include:

    • Kashmir: Some researchers believe that Jesus might have visited Kashmir, a region in northern India, where he could have studied with Hindu or Buddhist teachers.
    • Ladakh: Ladakh, a region in northern India, is also mentioned as a possible destination for Jesus’ travels.
    • Hemis Monastery: Some theories suggest that Jesus might have visited the Hemis Monastery in Ladakh, which is said to contain ancient texts that mention Jesus’ time in the region.

    [ It’s important to note that these theories are not universally accepted and are often based on interpretations of apocryphal texts, legends, or oral traditions. (The Bible doesn’t provide detailed information about Jesus’ life during his unknown years, leaving room for speculation and debate.)]

    I’m delighted to know that; it gives me butterflies in my stomach just thinking about the fact that the road of life has taken me to these ancient practices—the very same practices believed and practiced by the most holy and famous man who ever lived.

    It’s truly inspiring to think that Jesus, a figure revered by millions, might have walked a similar path of spiritual exploration and healing. The idea that he may have studied meditation, Reiki, and other Eastern practices during his unknown years resonates deeply with me. These timeless practices seem to be a source of inspiration and guidance for spiritual seekers across cultures and centuries. For me, this connection adds depth and meaning to my own journey, and I’m grateful for the opportunity to explore these practices in my own life.